Confession

i have a confession to make...
it's been so long i feel embarrassed about this
people keep on asking me until i am fed up
just a simple word to describe me
useless
my confession is
i do not have a driving license
all my friends keep on asking me
so the answer is
i do not have a driving license!
happy now??
bare in mind that Ee Ping is neither rich nor poor
my family does not own a car!
yea! TAK ADA KERETA!!
both my parents have 2 bikes each to travel around
i know car is a necessity now
but what can i do about it?
My parents do not want to carry an extra burden to pay for it
when i was little girl, my family did face a financial crisis
that's why i used "Financial problem" to describe my condition!

i remembered i was very excited after my birthday in year 2006
i could take my driving test already!
i begged my parents to let me take the driving test but to no avail
Mom said i easily get stress up and anxious
so she advise me to take it after my SPM..

after my SPM, i wanted to take my driving lesson BUT failed
i had to stay with my grandma for about 1/2 month
In early year 2007, i worked as part-timer in Queensbay
So my plan was to take the driving test after i stop working there!
again i failed!!
this time it was my sister's fault
(btw, she doesn't have a license either)
she asked me to wait for her exam to end
then i'll go with her to take the test!
again, my chance flew away because we were busy after that!

so now i'm always stuck with transportation problem!
luckily i do have friends who understand me
and willing to fetch me here and there
but obviously there are friends who are inconsiderate
and humiliated me for not having either a car or license!
it's okay
i learn to deal with it.
God will always bless me!