CNY mode

sorry to say,
i am not excited about CNY!

1st, i got no new clothes to wear.
i bought a few but not enough.
With fats and scars, not many clothes can be bought.
T-Shirt will be the best.

2nd, university life kind of sucks.
after CNY week, we need to take few mid term test.
It means we need to study while people enjoying the celebration.
Then, we also need to finish up stupid assignments.

3rd, chaotic family.
Too many 'family politics' which make me
don't feel like celebrating the festive season.
**secret**

and

WHEN WILL I BE FREE 
FROM 
CHICKEN POX SCARS!!?????

"Ho Lang Pai Cho"

I never want to be a "ho lang" because

I am not.

and i also don't want to be a "pai lang" so

i try to be neutral.

The problem is, people try to push me into boiling water

every time problems arise!! @@

What I did is CONCERN.

People willingly tell me their problems (i mean certain people)

and the next thing i know is i was being accused of being a

BETRAYER

BACKSTABBER

I admit, i am a gossip kaki.

who on earth don't gossip?

(don't show me your innocent face)

I tried to keep my boundaries by gossiping,

not condemning and criticizing.

I also gossip less these days!

you know what?

I live in this world not to please people okay?

If you don't like me, it's fine with me.

I will not beg you to like me.

If you think i am imperfect, obviously I AM.

If you think i am a lousy friend, it's okay.

It's your mouth, it's your mind.

I don't have the right to control you.

Say whatever you want,

and i will say whatever i want in my blog..

THANK YOU THANK YOU!


Hahahahahaha!!
Welcome back emo ping!!!!

CityVille

I am addicted to this games since i finished my final examinations
Thus, i got no time to update my blog!
hahahaha!

Anyway, I am still depress due to my chicken pox scar.
ohhhhh nooo! so sad!!
SAD.DIE.ME!
Genius!!!
please create a real photoshop for me to use in real life!!!
hahahaha!!