Ungrateful

Tsunami struck the Mentawi islands. At least 311 people died as the huge wave, triggered by an undersea earthquake, washed away wooden and bamboo homes, displacing more than 20,000 people.

Mount Merapi erupted again at 4.40pm Thursday, spewing volcanic clouds of ash some 3,500m into the air.

During the eruption on Tuesday which killed 32 people, the 400,000 year-old volcano spewed ash up to 1,500m high and up to some 300km away.

(from The Star online)

i should be grateful that all these natural disaster did not happen in Malaysia.

i should be grateful that i have a home to live in.

i should be grateful that my loved one are still with me.

i should be grateful that i have food to eat, clothes to keep me warm.

most importantly, i should be grateful that i am still alive!

yes, i should be...

but why am i not happy??

Annoyed!

Recently i am annoyed with my family members!!
There!! i said it!!!
I'm upset with them!!!
but i'm not gonna elaborate more as this is a P&C issue!

It make no sense to tell the whole world that
you're unhappy with your family members.
within a period of time, you definitely will reconcile with them.
It is a matter of time!
But don't take me for granted..
i am not as forgiving as other people..
I may look okay but i am actually not!
As usual, i tell myself to suck it up and move on!!!

Oh tell myself, i love myself.
oh tell myself, i need myself!

Update

Nothing to update
Currently busy with assignments
hahahaha!
Miss me?
Will be back soon!

Confidence

Some people just have fun by
pulling down the confidence of others!
They wanna be more superior than others!
Do whatever you want people...
Knock me down as you wish...
i will get back up sooner or later!!
It is a matter of time when it is your turn to
feel the pain that i go through!

Limitation

A general topic that i would like to blog about....

Everyone has their boundaries.
Relationship, studies, families, friendship etc.
Everything has limitation.
Just so you know, i have my limits too.
If people go beyond my limitation,
I'm gonna speak up.
or else, i will explode sooner or later..

Happy Birthday Miss Cheang!!

Dear Miss Cheang,
1st of all, let me wish u
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
May all your wishes come true ya!

Hmm, living under the same roof with you
for more than 20years is not an easy task.
Hahaha! sounds so wrong!
Let me put it this way...
Living under the same roof with ME 
for 21years is not an easy task!!
Hahaha! as we know, it ain't easy to please me.
I'm always jealous of you because
people always compare me with you.
It's so unfair okay?
People keep praising you and
condemned me for being evil.
Indeed, i am really evil!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAH!!

Anyway, thanks for being so patient with me MOST of the time
(although you are not these days)
I feel fortunate to have a naive sister like you
(so i can bully you anytime)
hahahaha!!

i will definitely miss you when you get married in the future.
imagine only me living with your parents.
O-M-G
Everyday i gonna make them active by fighting with them!
woo hoo!!
anyway, take care and hope you have a good career =)
Happy birthday again!!!

Happy Belated Birthday DALIN!!

1st of all, i would like to apologize to my god-sis for this late post.
Recently, me very beee zeee with studies so no time to update my blog with nice post.
so here it is..... a post from me to you!!

Dear Linda,
we've been sisters for many years...
it seems like yesterday that we had fun in school bus,
laughing away like nobody business with no worries at all.
It seems like yesterday that i waved to your grandparents
every time Ah Cik passed by your house.
Your grandma would wait for me and waved back..
and she gave me a special nickname that i will never forget:
"CHI CHA PO"
It seems like yesterday that i was your 1st passenger
when you just passed your driving license.
It seems like yesterday that both of
your grandparents passed away within a month.
I will never forget how hard it is to pretend that
everything is okay during your grandpa's funeral.
Although i was not close to them, i knew they watched me grow up.

I will not forget those sweet memories we had as sister.
The joy we shared, the bitter experiences we went through together.
You were there for us when we need someone who can be rely on.
You were there for us when we went through some bitter memories.
You were there for us to share our happiness together...

as time goes by, we grow up and become women.
And still, our relationship did not change.
we are still sister and i hope
we will still be sister in many years to come!!

Happy Belated Birthday!!!

say NO to COMMIT SUICIDE!

i am saddened by the tragic incident
of a young boy committing suicide
when the video of him and another man
having sexual intercourse was leaked.

Why do commit suicide comes to mind
when a problem can't be solved?

We must be brave enough to face our problems
and bare with the consequences.
It is indeed a challenge in life.
it will not bring us down.
Instead, it will make us stronger each day!!

Seek for help when you need it.
Live your life to the fullest people!!!